Lalala words!

I can never be bothered to blog anymore. Sometimes I miss Blogspot– it just seemed so much easier to write there. Although, Tumblr does seem to be my new love right now.  So, all of my coursework has been handed in and that makes me happy. Although, I should be revising for the dreaded, evil exams right now.  And I mean literally, like, right this second.  I went to bed at 6AM and slept untill 14:30… can you say fucked sleeping pattern, much?  I was quite happy lolling around in my bed stalking people on mobile Facebook and stuffz– but then Vivien decided she wanted me online so I had to drag myself downstairs to see what she wanted.  She didn’t want much, the fool.

Aaah, speaking of the ginger one– it’s probably like 70 days or something now untill she comes (twss) here, right? Oooh, ohh, I know! Let’s count, shall we?  I just tried to… that failed.  Oh well.  I suck at maths.  I think I know what i’m getting her for her birthday– which is nice.

Are we done here yet?  I mean, all I needed to tell you was that I’m totally, utterly and completely failing at life right now.  Huzzah!  Remember, i’m on Tumblr and you also may be find me popping up here at random times occasionally.  Right, I should probably go back to studying* now, huh?

* In this instance, ’studying’ means staring blankly at a computer screen untill something like hunger causes me to move.

I totally forgot about BEDA!

Oh, well– I suck! ^_^

Anyway, I haven’t done any work because I’m scared I won’t get it finished. Next week I’ll have to work very hard to get it all done.  I have: an essay on Gatsby, an essay on Othello, an essay on Birdsong, storyboards for my ICT planning and probably a bunch of other stuff I’ve forgotten too…

I also haven’t watched any Digimon– I feel so behind! I’ve just painted and drawn a lot recently. It’s not constructive. Blah. I believe i’m gonna go watch Dragonball and buy Pockey with Calum today. I have a headache.  I didn’t get a lot of sleep. Like… 6 hours. My head hurts. Gaaaah. Bye.

#5

Today I woke up tired, so I went back to sleep. I woke up because the sun was like “LOLBURNYOUNAO”.  I then had fruit and sat revising English Language theorists in my conservatory. I want my mum to cook me my food.  I am having rice– I like rice.  I also want to go see the ponies later.

#4

Good evening :3 I posted days #2 and #3 on a blog you will never find… evaaaaaaar!

Other than that, life is kay.  I bought two Alice in Wonderland shirts today. When I say ‘I’, I mean my dad.  They are nice. I thought I was having a heart attack earlier– i’m still scared now. I am mad at IRL people… I think.  I really need to sleep.  I’ma drink Coke.  Everything is nifty. Byeee.

#1

I’m going to do this blog every day thing.  I like bandwagons, y’see?  Okay… let’s get started…

Right now, technically, I should be doing my Media Studies coursework… because it is in for tomorrow. Bah.  So, today I was at college and I was finishing off my ICT work which was in on Tuesday and then I go to the common room because I had my “study” perioids.  My friends Hannah and Alannah were like “oh, we all wanna go on holiday after college next year.  We’re thinking of Crete.”  Now, I am going to tell you all what is wrong with this idea:

1) Money: Dude, no way am I paying to watch you guys get drunk and be bored when I have university like two months after.

2)  Boredom: Like, the previously mentioned drunk-ness, which no doubt my friends will be taking place in, I will be boooooooooooooooooooored.

3)  Beaches: I hate the beach.  So, so much.  I hate the sand.  I hate the heat.  I hate the tourists.  I HATE THE BEACH!

4)  California: Why would I bother with IRL people who I won’t have to see ever again when I go to uni when I could spend time doing something I enjoy, i.e. Disney, with people I actually get along with.

All in all, screw you high school friends, Disney triumphs alcohol.  Disney triumphs Greece.  Disney triumphs you.

Skype Contacts… again?

1)  I don’t even like you but you haven’t realised this yet.

2)  Polar bears REALLY don’t like you.

3)  I like you even though you rape dogs.

4)  Eeep, you’re nice. Even you though you sent me a ridiculously early text on Christmas Day.

5)  I think I’ve spoken to you like… once? You seem nice enough anyway.

6)  Some of my closest friends think you’re amazing but you give me a headache if we speak for too long.

7)  I’ve met you once and you’re very nice. Our first ever IRL conversation was a debate about religion.

8)  We are quite similar and we used to have really random conversation. You said ‘hello’ differently every time.

9)  I knew you for ages before I finally met you IRL. You give very nice hugs.

10)  I haven’t known you long but I like you. You share my love for Digimon.

11)  We didn’t talk a lot, then we started speaking more, and now we hardly speak again. I watched the Obama thing on Skype with you.

12)  You made fun of me when we met IRL. It was not enjoyable. JAPANSHOP and Dragonballlllll!

13)  You’re nice but we hardly speak.  You’re probably scared I’ll eat you like I ate our children…

14)  I get my kicks out of pestering you.  You have fangirls and are my source to all things weird on the interwebz.

15)  I met you IRL and then you added me on Skype but never spoke to me. O_O

16)  Why did you add me?

17)  I love making you get angry, it’s the funniest thing to do on Skype.  However, I do like you quite a bit… even if you don’t believe me.

18)  My friends aren’t too keen on you but that doesn’t stop me from liking you. I’ve known you for ages and we get along a lot… even if you distract me from learning via texts.

19)  Who are you? O_o

20)  You, my friend, are the person I call when I have mic troubles. You are my hero and can fix anything!

21)  I don’t even like you.  At all. Go away.

22)  You’re okay, I s’pose. We haven’t spoken in a while.

23)  Listen, we can’t be friends anymore if you insist on having intercourse with a moose.

24)  The last time you called me, my dad made a really weird noise and I think it scared you away.

25)  We don’t speak as much anymore but you’re lovely.

26)  I love you even if you eat raccoons.  I’ve known you 364 days so far!

27)  You’re friends with some of my friends and you seem nice enough.

28)  I’ve spoken to you like twice but you seem nice.

29)  You’re a really nice person and we should speak more because I like you lots and lots.

30)  I’ve known you for ages and we have lots in common.  We got lost in Sheffield together.

31)  WHO ARE YOU? LIKE, SRSLY?!  GTFO MY SKYPEZ.

32)  You send me your videos before you upload them.  In turn, I then fangirl over your skillz.  You can also rap. Word.

33)  I don’t like you and people get mad at me when I tell them.

34)  You are the Vince to my Howard.

35)  We should speak moooooore, I miss it. *Teartear*

36)  The only reason you’re my friend is that you want to be bffz with my dad. Don’t think that I’m not onto you…

“He respects Owl, because you can’t help respecting anybody who can spell TUESDAY, even if he doesn’t spell it right.”

I have no idea what to do anymore.  As far as I am aware, I have £1,100 in my bank account.  I don’t know how to use it. I know how I should use it… but you could argue that what I think is right, is not, and vice versa.  I should use it for university, which is just over a year away. I’m going to be living in the most expensive place in England and I’ll probably starve to death or something. But, a part of me thinks that I should use it to go to Disneyland next summer and see my friends. And then yet another part of me thinks that I should buy a Macbook, because this computer likes to freeze and turn itself of repeatedly.  I’ve given up on the idea of going to Georgia this summer.  And I may have to abandon the idea of going anywhere in Europe with Vivien… however, I’ll more than likely get birthday money and I like Europe so I will probably end up going.

So, let’s say that I can go to Europe and I can’t go to Georgia (which is the way it is looking at the moment).  I think, but don’t hold me to this– that I can also do two out of the three things that I want to.  This means that I can either do a combination of: going to Disneyland and surviving at uni but not having a Mac, going to Disneyland and having a Mac whilst slowly starving to death at uni or having a Macbook, surviving at uni but not seeing my friends next summer.  And then what about the £200 worth of clothes I want at the moment… oh, I just don’t know what to do anymore.

But, on a slightly more positive note… umm… you know what? I have no idea.  I’m sure there are plenty of things to be happy about. Like seeing my best friend in the summer. But, that brings me a lot of stress because no doubt I’m gonna have to buy like a gazillion trains to get to and from London and I really can’t afford it, as you have just heard. Gah, I don’t even know anymore.  I wish uni wasn’t so soon but at the same time I can’t wait to get out of here, as I hate it.  I should be getting my new phone next week, which is a little better, I suppose… but I feel like I have so much to do and not nearly enough time to do it in.

I should probably concentrate on my ICT coursework and resit exam and my maths resit instead of looking at Estonian girls on Lookbook and watching Digimon in bed all day.  Well, at least I have my Othello, Streetcar and media coursework out of the way. Nearly.  Aaah, exams are soon! *Burries head into ground and hides* I’m going to go and cry myself into a prawn or something. Wait? Did I say prawn? Prune. I meant to say prune. Oh, whatever.

“No offence, but even if I felt like talking, it wouldn’t be to a tree.”

I have rekindled my love of Digimon.  The title is a Digimon quote, I think it can get quite philisophical at times.  Today, my dad didn’t give me any food for lunch, so I thought I was gonna starve and such… but then I realised I had some change and bought a packet of Skittles.  I ate the yellow and orange ones and gave the others away.  Eating Skittles was more fun than reading ‘Birdsongs’ anyway.  (Oh, today was weird because we talked about dead birds in ‘Birdsongs’, and then I saw a pigeon with no head on the way home. ^_^) Back to Skittles,my literature teacher informs me that American Skittles have pig fat in. How lovely?

I walked home a different way today, because I felt like been social for once.  However, Ben and I ended up been about 10 minutes behind everyone because we were discussing “fucked up” families.  We came to the conclusion that a boy raised by two gay men who hit him, kept his mother tied to a wall in the backroom, had a Gimp for a family pet and murdered the neighborhood cats to make clothes would be freaking messed up. The only reason we got onto such a subject was because we were debating Freud theories, and about how the Oedipus would work if you were raised by parents of the same sex.

I took a shortcut through Sommerfield on the way home, and realised that I actually did have money afterall.  So I bought some pasta and it was yummy.  Now I’m fueling myself from Coke Zero, and I just recieved a text from my friend asking if I was going out tonight.  It’s such a nice day– I think I will! Who needs homework, right? (Actually, I don’t think I have any for once! *Hopes*)

“I meant what I said and I said what I meant.”

Blogging probably shouldn’t be allowed at this ridiculous time of the morning, but I consider it rude to start a new blog and not to write anything in it.  I am ashamed to say that the only reason I made this WordPress account is so I can blog from my Nokia– since mobile Facebook doesn’t amuse me when I can’t sleep.  My old blog turned into a giant pit of nonsense full of Skype quotations and inside jokes… which, let’s face it, the internet is for– but whatever.

I am at my dad’s house at the moment, which I have made perfectly clear via Twitter recently.  I am looking forward to a new bedroom when my mother returns home from Jamaica (hopefully with Mountain Dew) but I’m going to miss just living in a house with just me and my mother.  Now, I don’t want to appear spoilt… but I’m hoping that since it’s a new house my mother will try to buy my affections with money and clothing.

What I want (so I don’t forget):

• Topshop skirt (http://tinyurl.com/cuo6ll) REALLY WANT.
• Topshop shirt (http://tinyurl.com/b8saur) REALLY WANT.
• Topshop shorts (http://tinyurl.com/cjo9rn) REALLY WANT.
• Urban Outfitters jeans (http://tinyurl.com/aumvj2) I MEAN JUST LOOK AT THEM, SRSLY.
• Urban Outfitters shirt (http://tinyurl.com/abz272) Still undecided, but I think that I still want it.

I just noticed that I posted my first YouTube video (on goctopus, anyway) one year ago today.  Wow. Who would have thought that in 12 short months I would have changed so much as to agree to having two random American girls stay at my house over the summer?  Not me, that’s for sure.